04.04.2004, 2:19 pm

i'm so stressed.

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seriously, if it was just school, then maybe i'd be ok.

or just figuring out how to move to LA.

or just finding a job.

hell, if it was one CLASS here, then maybe i'd be ok.

but i have four classes. which require programming, problem sets, a test soon, more problem sets, a project and a huge paper eventually (read: soon).

and i have to schedule flights when i can look at places so that they don't conflict with that other stuff.

and i have to find a job.

and i have to figure out where i'm going to get enough money to do all this.

i'm so sick of school. if i had one wish from a genie, i honestly think it might be to just *poof* and i'm already moved in and don't have to think about all that anymore.

i talked to slotnick the other day; he and melissa might be moving to LA too, if melissa decides to go to UCLA for law school. i swear to god, that would help me out so much. mostly because it would just help me mentally to know that i have friends- real, good friends, my best friend in fact- there with me, but i guess it would also be because then i know someone else is going through the same thing as me. but i guess that goes back to the friends thing. i'm rambling here. i need to be doing work.

on all of those things i mentioned earlier.